jairo dealba

 

1

One cloud in heaven still

                              The cluttering

                                      One day’s worth

                          Confuses us

                               When it                 taken

            Shapes the working hand

              And           breaks us             apart

I says nothing worries me

To greet                          in glowing glory

Like it must be glorified

                                                To let us breathe

                                                In the days of our cause

And so it goes                                             one time

                                     To age

For               something                      we know nothing of

                         But flowers sing better than us

      And at one pace                                we seek

The paradise of water           milk        and         honey

2

I breathe one day and shake no more 

To grief one is discovered

And silently I beat the measure for confessions

To break our eyes into the molded sky

I should escape yet I know nowhere

To space in raided spaces                        colored

Because the parting missions

Of our judicial stains can coldly travel

Wherein we have confessed enough

To say I do I must love you roughly in               clutters

Perhaps to radishes in the cold front

But one cannot know if the boiling dawn 

Is sawing                or                    offending

 

3

Furiously the precise mortal ideals 

Confuse us with the departed shadows

Of some other bodies which have fluidly

Convinced of our mistakes for what they are

And that is enough for me to say

That the panic of the cities covers a God

In the city of the mind whereby he silences

The misty vision of his children because he can

No one wants to hear him so predominant

And the blind sun is confused at this today

Bravely attuned by the mythical conversion

Of a hundred rivers floating upwards and below

 

4

The birds of clusters breed not in rocky lakes

The broken myriad of sea winds shuffles the breath

And                                 we stare more

To whatever cause must be confused

With withering arms                             forces                          flowers

And thriving the violence  of seawinds

Undresses the simple cities of a thrashing earth

Weakly and of silver the ill-gotten woods burn

This promise swearing is terrible in beauty more to list

Yesteryears                         and                  nothing crumbles

Playing with the towers of passionless floating druids

Whilst the hills of highland Spain

Can bid not one day farewell to breathe under stupefaction

Gold                      inside a sandy jug                          wickedly ringing

And wees pass us by wherein eternity holds the hand

Of a thousand lost departing claws drugged by the shouldering hills

Is this it?                                Are you eternity?

Rediscovered there is no breaking point 

The swearing motion inspires the womb                              sensually supreme

To speak when the heart cannot fathom the steam

Of the grass at the base of an imperfect undying body of us

 

I’m a surrealist and I know nothing of myself only that I dreamt that my name is Jairo Dealba and that I was born in Spain and moved to Utah at fifteen and the rest is all about blurry…I love to read the classics surrealism and painting weird things.